juz came back from outside...
had an argument with hubby before he went home.. sometimes i juz dun understand whether he understands me anot.. in the eyes of everyone, we are a happy and loving couple.. but why muz we alwaz quarrel... i feel veri sad and hurt whenever i quarrel with him... i dun wan to quarrel... i juz wan a happy u and me..
being with u for 3 years till today, i have never regret being with u.. but nonetheless, i hate those quarrels and arguements... sometimes i do envy my friends who are attached, where they dun quarrel and realli enjoy themselves together with their partners...
i was so frustrated that i dun have the mood to work and went out... i juz need some breather... so went to Oomocha to see people play fishing... however, the staffs there was so nice to give me tokens to frustrate my anger on the fishes as they know i was angry... feeling much better but yet, at 12am sharp, i received hubby's message... he asked me not to be angry with him and wish me Happy 3rd year anniversary to me!! It has been a long time since he remember to wish me on our dating date...
sometimes, i juz do not know whether i should be happy or not...
i do not want someone to alwax gif in to me or vice versa.. it is a hard to explain feeling...
i do not know what to do, say or ................. juz confused................................... lost............................
all i know is I LOVE HIM!!! BUT WHY SOMETIMES HE CAN'T JUZ UNDERSTAND ME!!!!!
Monday, September 13, 2010
Monday, June 21, 2010
juz a not happy gal!!
mm.. dunno what happen to me.. i realli dun understand why i always have misunderstandings with people.. why people dun talk to me? why i am so unhappy? why why why?????
did i offended her? i didnt and i dunno??? WHY??
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY??
did i offended her? i didnt and i dunno??? WHY??
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY??
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Some thoughts...
It's been sometimes since i updated my blog... juz some thoughts that i have been thinking...
alot of things have been happenning to me since i last blogged..
first thought... about my family...
what about them? i dun feel anymore closer with them.. they seems stranger to me ever since we quarrelled about Mother's Day... followed by arguement with my parents... followed by leaving the house for a week... den back home without talking to them.. i dun feel the closeness anymore..
thinking back... i have never been so emotional to the extent that i never talk to them for a month.. the closeness with them has faded away... i realli dun like this feeling.. i realli hate it.. why muz we be like this.. tears rolling in my eyes... u know how terrible i feel in my heart anot.. do u know how sad i am anot... do u know what i wan to tell u all... why is it like this...
second thought... about my hubby..
hubby is always there for me but... everytime when we quarrel i will always sae he dun care about me.. why.. sometimes it is realli not his fault but yet i will still sae it is his fault... the feeling is no good.. i oso feel bad that he is always the middle person between me and my family... i dunno what to sae but he juz always be the listener and dun voice out anything that make me even more frustrated and feel like juz scolding and chase him away...
third thought... about work... full time..
work... one year plus in this company... i learn alot from all my peers and seniors.. they willing to teach me... but i keep making mistakes.. i juz dun understand... why... haiz... hopefully i would strive better this year..
fourth thought.. about work... part time..
kumon... it has been coming 4 years of my working life with it... tired... more jobs to handle even though i am on part time basis.. work is definitely getting tougher... never easy at all... sometimes i juz feel like tendering and not work anymore... cos it is realli veri tiring for me to work both full time and part time... den for kumon, i still have to work sat full.. sianz le.. tiring...
there are actually more thoughts.. but i got to go back to work.. shall blog soon le..
alot of things have been happenning to me since i last blogged..
first thought... about my family...
what about them? i dun feel anymore closer with them.. they seems stranger to me ever since we quarrelled about Mother's Day... followed by arguement with my parents... followed by leaving the house for a week... den back home without talking to them.. i dun feel the closeness anymore..
thinking back... i have never been so emotional to the extent that i never talk to them for a month.. the closeness with them has faded away... i realli dun like this feeling.. i realli hate it.. why muz we be like this.. tears rolling in my eyes... u know how terrible i feel in my heart anot.. do u know how sad i am anot... do u know what i wan to tell u all... why is it like this...
second thought... about my hubby..
hubby is always there for me but... everytime when we quarrel i will always sae he dun care about me.. why.. sometimes it is realli not his fault but yet i will still sae it is his fault... the feeling is no good.. i oso feel bad that he is always the middle person between me and my family... i dunno what to sae but he juz always be the listener and dun voice out anything that make me even more frustrated and feel like juz scolding and chase him away...
third thought... about work... full time..
work... one year plus in this company... i learn alot from all my peers and seniors.. they willing to teach me... but i keep making mistakes.. i juz dun understand... why... haiz... hopefully i would strive better this year..
fourth thought.. about work... part time..
kumon... it has been coming 4 years of my working life with it... tired... more jobs to handle even though i am on part time basis.. work is definitely getting tougher... never easy at all... sometimes i juz feel like tendering and not work anymore... cos it is realli veri tiring for me to work both full time and part time... den for kumon, i still have to work sat full.. sianz le.. tiring...
there are actually more thoughts.. but i got to go back to work.. shall blog soon le..
Monday, November 2, 2009
wat have i been up to...
It's been so many months since I last blog.. time realli flies...
I have been working for coming to 5 months.. Being a graduate, I feel very relax and no worries... However, I have to face the real working life... Work has been very stressful lately.. I had to handle two roles from the start but it was alright for the first two months.. After which, the load was too heavy that I had to really cry for help.. Being in an MNC firm, my experience is that you have be super independent.. but nonetheless, I have very good colleagues around to help me.. Whenever I have trouble, they are always there to guide me on the way to do and how to solve the problem so that when I met similar problems, I will be able to solve.. My bosses for both roles are super nice and caring.. I am like xiao mei mei in the company cos I am the youngest in the whole department... heez.. Learning things everyday makes me feel very knowledgeable.. some things that can never be learn from studies and friends but through work.. My treasury mentor ever tell me that cry will never solve any problem... however, we should go into the root of the problem and find what is the correct way... every day is a learning day... I like the environment and the working hours... u start work early and end work early but if you stay overtime, it is always ending late...
shall move on to my life with hubby...
life have been great with him around.. he brightens up my life with showers of love, care and concern... being by my side always whenever i need him.. since 13 September 2007... the day we were together... it's been 2 years plus... he proposed to me on our first year anniversary on 13 September 2008... decided to ROM on 13 September 2009 but it was hungry ghost festival.. so we decided to ROM on 8 October 2009... it happens to be our birthday too.. we had our ROM and followed by a penang trip... i really enjoyed myself... he really took care of me and pamper me... even though we might have ups and downs, we will still sit down and solve it together... i juz hope that he could continue his studies in university and get his degree... den he will be able to find a better job instead of cooping in an environment that he is not happy with... coming 8 November will be our first month wedding anniversary... I am looking forward to see if there will be any surprises from him... he never show surprises in front of my friends.. i oso dunno why... haha... maybe he is juz too shy le..
Back to my ROM... it was a simple ROM with my family and god sis, Vincent and Li Jun, Rasheel and my SIM gang... they really bring alot of blessings to us.. I enjoyed the time spent with them that day... I also like to thank those people at Xin Wang who served us and make the place available for us... i really hope that they enjoyed themselves... thanks for all the gifts and hong baos... thanks for those who didn't make it and still have the present being delivered to my doorstep.. it's really being a simple and happy ROM...
there is so many things to update that i dunno how to continue le.. mm.. i have lots of event coming up in the next two months.. i am oso looking forward to holiday trips, convocation (but still thinking whether wan to go anot) & more to come.... My family will be away the following week to Bangkok.. it's the first time they will be away without me... i will be in Singapore alone as work permits me not to go as my colleague will be on leave and i have to cover my own work le... so hubby will be accompanying me on those days when they are not around... but it's also a good time to be together and learn how to live together for days... heez... meetup with the gals is never a miss.. cos when i see them, they realli make my day with all the laughter and enjoyment... i am awaiting for the KTV session...
shall update till here.. will update when i am free... gonna look into facebook and sleep soon when hubby calls me..
[Camille]
I have been working for coming to 5 months.. Being a graduate, I feel very relax and no worries... However, I have to face the real working life... Work has been very stressful lately.. I had to handle two roles from the start but it was alright for the first two months.. After which, the load was too heavy that I had to really cry for help.. Being in an MNC firm, my experience is that you have be super independent.. but nonetheless, I have very good colleagues around to help me.. Whenever I have trouble, they are always there to guide me on the way to do and how to solve the problem so that when I met similar problems, I will be able to solve.. My bosses for both roles are super nice and caring.. I am like xiao mei mei in the company cos I am the youngest in the whole department... heez.. Learning things everyday makes me feel very knowledgeable.. some things that can never be learn from studies and friends but through work.. My treasury mentor ever tell me that cry will never solve any problem... however, we should go into the root of the problem and find what is the correct way... every day is a learning day... I like the environment and the working hours... u start work early and end work early but if you stay overtime, it is always ending late...
shall move on to my life with hubby...
life have been great with him around.. he brightens up my life with showers of love, care and concern... being by my side always whenever i need him.. since 13 September 2007... the day we were together... it's been 2 years plus... he proposed to me on our first year anniversary on 13 September 2008... decided to ROM on 13 September 2009 but it was hungry ghost festival.. so we decided to ROM on 8 October 2009... it happens to be our birthday too.. we had our ROM and followed by a penang trip... i really enjoyed myself... he really took care of me and pamper me... even though we might have ups and downs, we will still sit down and solve it together... i juz hope that he could continue his studies in university and get his degree... den he will be able to find a better job instead of cooping in an environment that he is not happy with... coming 8 November will be our first month wedding anniversary... I am looking forward to see if there will be any surprises from him... he never show surprises in front of my friends.. i oso dunno why... haha... maybe he is juz too shy le..
Back to my ROM... it was a simple ROM with my family and god sis, Vincent and Li Jun, Rasheel and my SIM gang... they really bring alot of blessings to us.. I enjoyed the time spent with them that day... I also like to thank those people at Xin Wang who served us and make the place available for us... i really hope that they enjoyed themselves... thanks for all the gifts and hong baos... thanks for those who didn't make it and still have the present being delivered to my doorstep.. it's really being a simple and happy ROM...
there is so many things to update that i dunno how to continue le.. mm.. i have lots of event coming up in the next two months.. i am oso looking forward to holiday trips, convocation (but still thinking whether wan to go anot) & more to come.... My family will be away the following week to Bangkok.. it's the first time they will be away without me... i will be in Singapore alone as work permits me not to go as my colleague will be on leave and i have to cover my own work le... so hubby will be accompanying me on those days when they are not around... but it's also a good time to be together and learn how to live together for days... heez... meetup with the gals is never a miss.. cos when i see them, they realli make my day with all the laughter and enjoyment... i am awaiting for the KTV session...
shall update till here.. will update when i am free... gonna look into facebook and sleep soon when hubby calls me..
[Camille]
Saturday, August 1, 2009
updates on me..
it's been a long time since i updated my blog..
i have been busy with work.. work has been giving me lots of stress.. it teaches me lots of things.. like how to deal with people, time management, being efficient and work as a team.. however, i have good bosses and colleagues who never fail to help me... even though work started, i have to juggle between tuition and kumon.. there were times that i really wanna tender my resignation to my boss in kumon... however, i dun have the courage..
as usual.. on top of my full time job, i have to work kumon on tues, wed and sat plus tuition on mon, thurs and sun.. i am tired.. but i can't stop working.. i have my friends, family and hubby to give me the moral support.. practically, i am left with fri to enjoy and sat night for late night supper and coffee with hubby..
work load has been piling up.. i need to clear it if not it will be a back log.. therefore, overtimes are needed.. like todae, was telling myself that i wanna leave office early to go home and rest but i stayed till 9.30pm and poor hubby had to wait for 1 hour outside my company.. he never complains but when he sees me working so hard and tired, he never fails to pamper me and accompany me... thanks hubby for everything..
however, recently, there has been some hiccups at work too.. but luckily my boss is a veri meticulous person and he gets right to the bottom of the whole problem before coming to the conclusion.. he helped me alot in my work.. he is really a nice boss.. however, most of my colleagues are nice except for some.. shall not mention names but juz feel tat it is difficult to communicate with them as they always used the 10 MBM rules to talk to us..
so much of work.. shall talk abou something joyous..
i have a big simple event coming up... it's me and hubby's rom and birthday celebration cum a trip to penang over the weekends on 8th to 11 Oct 2009. We finally went to settle on the ring and made a deposit of $500 while the rest will be paid upon collection... we are sourcing for the Justice of Peace as we will be holding our solemnization will be held outside... only for invited guests wo.. heez.. tat day will oso be me and hubby's birthday.. it's a nice day to remember.. saving money is important to me now as there are so many things on-going.. luckily the air ticket to penang was cheap.. $121.75 for two persons inclusive of taxes and other charges for two Jetstar tickets.. super duper cheap!!!! it's my first time going on holiday without my parents.. it's juz me and him.. haha.. i am looking forward to it.. counting down.. it is in 2 months 7 days.. heez...
tml will be out celebrating RD's birthday.. had booked thai express for dinner at JP and xin wang for coffee at yew tee point.. we will be staying thru the night tll 2 to 3 am... it's been a long time since i go out with them.. i think tml will be a good and enjoyable day.. heez.. shall take lots of pictures..
will be busy the next few weeks too.. as i will be having gatherings with friends and colleagues, internal audit from 11 to 21 aug.. hardly will have time to really go out but juz work work work work...
shall update till here as i need to go sleep as i will be working at kumon tml for half day..
will update soon once i am free.. if got the time, i will update when i am in office..
[Camille]
i have been busy with work.. work has been giving me lots of stress.. it teaches me lots of things.. like how to deal with people, time management, being efficient and work as a team.. however, i have good bosses and colleagues who never fail to help me... even though work started, i have to juggle between tuition and kumon.. there were times that i really wanna tender my resignation to my boss in kumon... however, i dun have the courage..
as usual.. on top of my full time job, i have to work kumon on tues, wed and sat plus tuition on mon, thurs and sun.. i am tired.. but i can't stop working.. i have my friends, family and hubby to give me the moral support.. practically, i am left with fri to enjoy and sat night for late night supper and coffee with hubby..
work load has been piling up.. i need to clear it if not it will be a back log.. therefore, overtimes are needed.. like todae, was telling myself that i wanna leave office early to go home and rest but i stayed till 9.30pm and poor hubby had to wait for 1 hour outside my company.. he never complains but when he sees me working so hard and tired, he never fails to pamper me and accompany me... thanks hubby for everything..
however, recently, there has been some hiccups at work too.. but luckily my boss is a veri meticulous person and he gets right to the bottom of the whole problem before coming to the conclusion.. he helped me alot in my work.. he is really a nice boss.. however, most of my colleagues are nice except for some.. shall not mention names but juz feel tat it is difficult to communicate with them as they always used the 10 MBM rules to talk to us..
so much of work.. shall talk abou something joyous..
i have a big simple event coming up... it's me and hubby's rom and birthday celebration cum a trip to penang over the weekends on 8th to 11 Oct 2009. We finally went to settle on the ring and made a deposit of $500 while the rest will be paid upon collection... we are sourcing for the Justice of Peace as we will be holding our solemnization will be held outside... only for invited guests wo.. heez.. tat day will oso be me and hubby's birthday.. it's a nice day to remember.. saving money is important to me now as there are so many things on-going.. luckily the air ticket to penang was cheap.. $121.75 for two persons inclusive of taxes and other charges for two Jetstar tickets.. super duper cheap!!!! it's my first time going on holiday without my parents.. it's juz me and him.. haha.. i am looking forward to it.. counting down.. it is in 2 months 7 days.. heez...
tml will be out celebrating RD's birthday.. had booked thai express for dinner at JP and xin wang for coffee at yew tee point.. we will be staying thru the night tll 2 to 3 am... it's been a long time since i go out with them.. i think tml will be a good and enjoyable day.. heez.. shall take lots of pictures..
will be busy the next few weeks too.. as i will be having gatherings with friends and colleagues, internal audit from 11 to 21 aug.. hardly will have time to really go out but juz work work work work...
shall update till here as i need to go sleep as i will be working at kumon tml for half day..
will update soon once i am free.. if got the time, i will update when i am in office..
[Camille]
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Happiest gal in the world...
i found a job in tuas.. but muz go for medical checkup at Raffles Place on thursday... after all my medical checkup confirm no problem den i can sign my letter of agreement... after i sign my letter of agreement, i am secured with a permanent job.. heez...
i hope i will pass everything smoothly...
shall update you all soon...
[Camille]
i hope i will pass everything smoothly...
shall update you all soon...
[Camille]
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