another day has passed

mm... feel damn sianz... juz dun understand sometimes what my family treat me as... feeling super lost and tired... mm... all they noe is the three of them in the family... sometimes juz wanna leave this home without letting them noe...

todae was a long and rushing day for me... morning woke up quite early but was playing game... quite tiring but cant sleep.. stomach hasn't been feeling good since ytd morning... so horrible.. dunno wat had happen.. mood swings... quarrel with Dear again.. damn sianz.. I believe something now... 钱真的会伤感情了！never ever quarrel with ur bf over money... in the afternoon, went to Kallang and collect the Cashcard for Dear... it was so coincidence that my kor called me as I was on my way to toa payoh... so met him for lunch... treats from him are Sakae Sushi, Arcade @ Timezone & X.Zone and last but not least Mos Burger @ Woodlands.. heez.. gt a car ride from him to woodlands.. so sweet of him... he promised to send me home but gt something on, therefore, i gt to carry all the foodies back myself and oso to meet Dear.. Quite alright.. received ting's msg abt my FR prelim results... the onli paper that i did well.. 41/100... it looks like fail but is not!! I PASS!!! MUZ WORK HARDER FOR EXAMS!!! met Dear and pass him all the things he want, then rush down to give my niece tuition, took a cab back as it was sponsored by Dear... had my so-called dinner cum supper... yummy fish soup with banana pizza.. then we part for the day...

came home and told mummy about the upcoming outings next week.. quite a regret telling her that i am not working.. if i am working.. anytime i come back she oso wont scold.. dun understand why i cant come home late... she say is cos of exam.. if no exam, she sae she will let me go out late at night.. it's all BULLSHIT!!! cos i experience it before... no matter wat, i coming home late on those two days...

looking forward to the two outings.. then followed by exams...

Outing Dates:
1. 30th April 2008: Celebration of yanz & tingz birthday
2. 3rd May 2008: Celebration of our 8th Month Anniversary with Dear

Exam Dates:
1. 13th May 2008: Management Mathematics
2. 14th May 2008: Financial Reporting
3. 15th May 2008: Managerial Economics
4. 23th May 2008: Principles of Banking & Finance

I told myself this: No more playing after 3rd May 2008 to 23rd May 2008 before 1pm...

EXAM MOTIVATION: MUZ STUDY HARD, NO MORE PLAYING!!!!

shall prepare to sleep le.. update more as the day passes...

P.S: Sorry Dear for those harsh words that I said to you this afternoon.

[Camille]